Measure Myself

I had been struggling to be joyful & happy to have more money. there is a saying “money follows joy.” My joy was comparing myself to others & measuring it to their joy to see am i joyful & happy or not. My belief was i have to be this joyful to have money, relationship, & anything i desired & this is how joy looks like. (pn: looks like, being is different)

Thou had read that each one of us have our own way of perceiving & being joy. Me being me, i was happily comparing, yes i read it, i had cognitised it, just didn’t know it. Its not that i wasn’t happy or joyful, i denied it as it didn’t match up to what i saw in others.

Its only been recently i realized that my mode of operation, perception & being is different from others. That’s it. I just had to realize this & let me be ME.